proud

I think there's pieces of Heaven in blue eyes

I'm scared I’m not far enough at 25

I don't believe in a lot but I feel like I

Believe in enough

I think that sad songs are better in the car

And that it's more fun to kiss in shitty bars

I don’t cross streets for the love that fell apart

'Cause it was good once

I'm into over-analyzing things and I romanticize the way that

My apartment looks when it's messy

I got a habit of taping daisies over baggage

Hoping that maybe it might make it look a little less heavy

I've been a kid who couldn't wait to get older

I've been somebody that somebody got over

I've been a handful for my mother and I idolize my brother

Still tryin' to figure it out

I think not dancing at parties is a sin

And I’ve made a lot of good family out of friends

I’m confident but I care what other people think

More than I’d admit, wish I did less

I'm into over-analyzing things and I romanticize the way that

Windows look lit up in the city

I've got a habit of taping daisies over baggage

Hoping that maybe one day, someone might wanna carry it with me

I've been a kid who couldn't wait to get older

I've been somebody that somebody got over

I've been a handful for my mother and I idolize my brother

Still tryin' to figure it out

I've been a stranger on a train in October

I've been the heart sewn onto somebody's shoulder

I've been in love and then I lost it, had the ball and then I dropped it

Yeah, my faults and my fears can get loud

But when I look in the mirror, I'm proud

Of the pieces of myself that I get from my dad

Of the lessons that I've learned, even if they had to hurt

Of the people who I have to hold me up when life gets hard to live

And all the ones I miss

I've been a stranger on a train in October

I've been the heart sewn onto somebody's shoulder

I've been in love and then I lost it, had the ball and then I dropped it

Yeah, my faults and my fears can get loud

But when I look in the mirror, I'm proud

Don’t always know who I am right now

But I know that she makes me proud