Not Alone

I scare myself, thinking about dying

I find myself, sitting alone, crying

I wasted more time trying to forget you

Wasted more time than I would have liked to

I'm so hung up, and it's starting to make my head spin, but

I can't explain it, I don't know where to begin

I just can't shake the feeling you're not coming back, again

I know I said it was nothing

I just wish that was true

But I'm not alone, I'm not alone

Not alone, I'm not

I've been saying all the wrong things

I just wish it was you

But I'm not alone, I'm not alone

Not alone, I'm not

But I'm not with you

It's not like me to try and put a limit on the way I feel

But sometimes I just need a minute to breathe

To breathe, to breathe, oh, to breathe

I know I said it was nothing

I just wish that was true

But I'm not alone, I'm not alone

Not alone, I'm not

I've been saying all the wrong things

I just wish it was you

But I'm not alone, I'm not alone

Not alone, I'm not

But I'm not with you

Your love just makes me feel guilty

I know I'm wrong, I know it

Your love just makes me feel guilty

I know I'm wrong, I know it

I know I'm wrong, I know it

I know I said it was nothing

I just wish that was true

But I'm not alone, I'm not alone

Not alone, I'm not

I've been saying all the wrong things

I've been saying all the wrong things to you

But I'm not alone, I'm not alone

Not alone, I'm not

But I'm not with you