To Disappear

Go

Early night, terrified, car on the street pulls into the drive

Foot on the step, the landing light

Counting the cracks on the floor

I'm not

I'm not here

I want

To disappear

Broken glass above my head

Filthy boot on my chest

Flecked with spit and hostile breath

Holes in the road filled with rain

I'm not

I'm not here

I want

To disappear

I'm not

I'm not here

I want

To disappear

I'm not

I'm not here

I want

To disappear