Sean

We hit every red light

On the way to those you left behind

Somethin' just don't sit right

With suicide and sunshine

Top 40 on the radio

Mind racing, but we move so slow

Familiar smell of dead friend

The moment that I got that message that you left

On the mirror by your bed came through

You apologized again

Like you did too often

And this time, it's not alright, but I forgive you

Now I'm pulling at the sides, trying to cover up the hole that you left

Telling everyone it's gonna be fine when it never is

And I'll never have the words to say what you meant, so I won't

Just one more flight, my friend, and you're gonna be home

The first thing that I thought of

When I heard that you had killed yourself

Was how stupid I'm about to look

With my foot inside of my mouth

‘Cause the last thing that I said

When you were still around

Was, "You do this for attention

Or you'd have killed yourself by now"

Message that you left on the mirror by your bed came through

You apologized again

Like you did too often

And this time, it's not alright, but I forgive you

Now I'm pulling at the sides, trying to cover up the hole that you left

Telling everyone it's gonna be fine when it never is

And I'll never have the words to say what you meant, so I won't

Just one more flight, my friend, and you're gonna be home

And I keep thinking you're gonna walk up those stairs

Smiling, running your fingers through your hair

And no one here's said a lot since you did what you did

'Cause if we don't talk then you're not really dead

Now I'm pulling at the sides, trying to cover up the hole that you left

Telling everyone it's gonna be fine when it never is

And I'll never have the words to say what you meant, so I won't

Just one more flight, my friend, and you're gonna be home

And I keep thinking you're gonna walk up those stairs

Smiling, running your fingers through your hair

And no one here's said a lot since you did what you did

'Cause if we don't talk then you're not really dead