Blindside

It hit me on my blindside

I crumbled like a landslide

Nothing looks the same now

Every hope I had was thrown out

There's a valley where I used to stand

I can feel it slipping from my hands

Now nothing's making sense

And I'm trapped here in the past tense

But isn't there grace in imperfection

Isn't there life in my reflection

Because now I run with no direction into this dark

So where do I begin

With so much of me missing

And it gets so hard to tell

When I don't recognize myself

Even if I'm spinning

There's still a light left in me

Sometimes, sometimes

It's just a little hard to see

If I never get the pieces back

Is there something else to fill the gap

Or is this what healing is

A free fall into the abyss

But isn't there grace in imperfection

Isn't there life in my reflection

Because now I run with no direction into this dark

So where do I begin

With so much of me missing

And it gets so hard to tell

When I don't recognize myself

Even if I'm spinning

There's still a light left in me

Sometimes, sometimes

It's just a little hard to see

Oh, whatever it is

Oh, whatever it is

I'll find, I'll find it

Oh, whatever it takes

Oh, whatever it takes

I know I'll fight it

'Cause there's always been that part of me

That's never going to leave

Sometimes, sometimes

It's just a little hard to see

So where do I begin

With so much of me missing

And it gets so hard to tell

When I don't recognize myself

Even if I'm spinning

There's still a light left in me

Sometimes, sometimes

It's just a little hard to see

A little hard to see