Got a few more chips than your last cup

Couple scars still fading from my last love

going forward gotta understand I'm backwards

So ill tell you all the reasons why I'll act up

I don't Trust myself that I'll stay or we'll be okay, I'm pessimistic

I won't say that you'll be the same But in my own way thats realistic

I'm not pushing you away for the distance

Im not begging you to stay you won't miss this

I won't lie I know I'm inconsistent

Just being real so you know what the risk is

I'm so bad by myself, is that selfish

Cut you off but I can't, man I'm helpless

If you say that you'll stay then you're reckless

Guess we're reckless, this is fucking reckless

I would tell you you should leave but I'm selfish

Drag you down like a chain as a necklace

If you say that you'll stay then you're reckless

Guess we're reckless, this is fucking reckless

Put up flags painted red that you walked past

Hope you don't think I'm something you can fix fast

My heart written off from the last crash

Still medicated, numbing down the whiplash

I don't know why you'd wanna stay, they all say the same, you're optimistic

Say you'll wait the time that it takes, i think you're insane, don't get it twisted

I'm not pushing you away for the distance

Im not begging you to stay you won't miss this

I won't lie I know I'm inconsistent

Just being real so you know what the risk is

I'm so bad by myself, is that selfish

Cut you off but I can't, man I'm helpless

If you say that you'll stay then you're reckless

Guess we're reckless, this is fucking reckless

I would tell you you should leave but I'm selfish

Drag you down like a chain as a necklace

If you say that you'll stay then you're reckless

Guess we're reckless, this is fucking reckless

I'm so bad by myself, is that selfish

Cut you off but I can't, man I'm helpless

If you say that you'll stay then you're reckless

Guess we're reckless, this is fucking reckless

I'm so bad by myself, is that selfish

Cut you off but I can't, man I'm helpless

If you say that you'll stay then you're reckless

Guess we're reckless, this is fucking reckless

I would tell you you should leave but I'm selfish

Drag you down like a chain as a necklace

If you say that you'll stay then you're reckless

Guess we're reckless, this is fucking reckless