Im just too weak to complain

"I should have"

But it would have ended the same

No amount of change could be our glue

Over our pursuits

Over how we got through

I cant believe our were eyes closed for so long

We were still waiting even though know we were wrong

I let my mind shut down that night

Ponder in my plight

But I swear that I'll be alright

I still see your semblance everywhere

On my clothes the shedding of your hair

My thoughts won't shut the fuck up about you

I just want to live my life like you think I do

Its funny how you

Its funny how you

Think that I just didn't care

But you're wrong about

You're wrong about

How I didn't like you here

But it's funny how you

It's funny how you

Think that I just didn't care

Cause it's all about you

It's all about

How I see your presence everywhere

Ill swallow this hell just to feel warm

To dissipate this deformed

Version of me

I just want to be free

I cant let it fester in my dreams

You may call me Ill

You may call me sick

But eventually

I'll get over it

Like I

Always had to

Break locks holding up my core

Becuase I'm ready to go

I cant take it anymore

Sometimes I just stare at walls

Thinking he'll be back

Knowing its a fact

That he's gone and I gotta just gotta accept that

That he's gone and I gotta just gotta accept that