You could say that I've just been learning

Won't even care if I don't make an earning

Feel weird cause my mind keeps on turning

Keep messing up 'cause the papers burning

Flows so sick like a stomach churning

Going super crazy it might be concerning

Thought I was done but I'm just returning

Started doing this so it wasn't back-burning

Used to tell myself I wouldn't be anything

I felt like I was really bad at everything

But I told myself that I could be better

Smacked around ideas like I was just playing tether

Had a feeling like I had writers block forever

And then it all came back to me as if I had flipped a lever

That you just gotta follow all your ambitions

And I used that advice to make my life transitions

It's crazy how many people don't know how to do that

Now it seems like people only like to chit chat

All about shit nobody could care about

And I say that without a single doubt

And to anyone that thinks that my shit sucks

Just know I made it for myself you dumb fucks

I can't handle the people that be hating for no reason

Barely listen to what you make and act like it did treason

It sucks that everyone hates everybody like what's the meaning

Everyone just seems so god damn demeaning

Every time I listen to this I feel like I'm floating

Every time I listen to Banana Cat I'm snoring

Now I do this because my confidence is soaring

Have to just make more music that isn't boring

Isn't that just easy though?

I don't know

Gotta do it once more, like I'm putting on a show

You could say that I've just been learning

Won't even care if I don't make an earning

Feel weird cause my mind keeps on turning

Keep messing up 'cause the papers burning

Flows so sick like a stomach churning

Going super crazy it might be concerning

Thought I was done but I'm just returning

Started doing this so it wasn't back-burning

You could say that I've just been learning

Won't even care if I don't make an earning

Feel weird cause my mind keeps on turning

Keep messing up 'cause the papers burning

Flows so sick like a stomach churning

Going super crazy it might be concerning

Thought I was done but I'm just returning

Started doing this so it wasn't back-burning

Came back 'cause I got way more to say

I wish I could do this music shit everyday

I would but I just don't feel confident sometimes

And that's ok because we all go through tough times

But you just gotta prevail your way through it

If you don't then you will be scared that you just blew it

That's the main thing I ask myself, did I blew it?

I don't really know, I wish I just knew it

Did I really fuck this music shit up?

So confident I could do so good

Maybe I just wish that I really could

Just comparing yourself to other better artists

But your not even close to being like that artist

That's probably just me getting straight to myself

I really shouldn't put the music back on the shelf

Because all you need to do is just practice

Yea maybe my lyrics might sting like a cactus

But they will get much better later on

Got so much weight on my shoulders it weighs a ton

This song has just been a long piece of my advice

Even if it may be scary like it's lice

Do you wanna know how I figured this all out

It was all by just learning

Listen to this if you want to make an earning