And just like that, in the blink of an eye

Days, months and years have been and gone

I look back on all the opportunities I've had and then lost

I know I should be grateful for all the things I've experienced

But they're bitter-sweet victories that seem to be meaningless

Nothing has changed, I've just aged

I watch as my life goes to waste

Depression is my default

Silver linings are nothing but just false hope

There's comfort in not caring

I can't be hurt if I can't feel anything

Decades of daydreaming

But always exhausted by never achieving

Am I naive or ignorant

Hard to tell when I've never known any different

None of this is real, it's all just noise, it's burning my ears

We tell ourselves it'll all work out just to numb the fear

But I'm afraid of the consequences of missing out

I thought by now I'd have all I want, but instead, I'm full of doubt

Nothing has changed, I've just aged

I watch as my life goes to waste

Depression is my default

Silver linings are nothing but just false hope

There's comfort in not caring

I can't be hurt if I can't feel anything

Decades of daydreaming

But always exhausted by never achieving

Am I naive or ignorant

Hard to tell when I've never known any different

Depression is my default

Silver linings are nothing but just false hope

There's comfort in not caring

I can't be hurt if I can't feel anything

Decades of daydreaming

But always exhausted by never achieving

Am I naive or ignorant

Hard to tell when I've never known any different