I swear my heart gets hella cold when i'm in colder weather

I swear these girls they love to act like i control the weather

But the rain hits the glass window panes

Reminding me that i can't control things

Like

How the second that i'm gone she get bold now

But when i gave her love she got bored how

And the girl she called her friend is in my phone now

And she gon' hit me up on the low down

But that's out of my hands

Lately i've been focused on the shit that i can

Yeah i'm taking two

And i'm all on my own

But i'm starting to get used to the cold

Shit i'm breaking through

And i'm never gonna find love

So i'm looking for Nirvana

And i'm done with all the drama

So i'm searching for Nirvana

It's not like i wanted this shit

I was born in the spotlight

In public and shit

Is this shit even my life and shit?

I don't know who else's it is but

I think the point is getting drowned out

I get to drinkin' on the mic and i'm the man now

My music is the only thing that i can plan out

That's why i like to stand inside i never branch out

But i might go out on a limb

Know i'm lately goin' in

Slidin' like a violin

I made the beat and put it in

Get it poppin like a zit

Now she callin' me again

But that's out of my hands

Lately i've been focused on the shit that i can

Yeah i'm taking two

And i'm all on my own

But i'm starting to get used to the cold

Shit i'm breaking through

And i'm never gonna find love

So i'm looking for Nirvana

And i'm done with all the drama

So i'm searching for Nirvana