Wide Awake

I can't remember

The past few nights

Just another memory

Loss in my mind

The trash of the past days

Is dissolved in the glass

Edge filled up, it's always a mess

Cure my disease

From lack of sleep with meds

Intoxication brings

Peace back to life

Like a bless

All my attempts to recover

Are doomed to fail

Running around

Try to get away from pain

Which stucks in my head and

Put me in the wheel

Going back & forth

With worries and thoughts

That keeps me wide awake

Running around

Try not to feel the same

As I feel like

Almost everyday

Turning side to side

In the hope to find rest

But I'm still wide awake

I'm afraid of getting insanity again

All my memories are

From a blurred reality

I'm afraid

Of my own crumbled mind

Walking through the days as if

I were blind

Cure my disease

From lack of sleep with meds

Intoxication brings peace

Back to life

Like a bless

All my attempts

To recover

Are doomed to fail

Running around

Try to get away from pain

Which stucks in my head and

Put me in the wheel

Going back & forth

With worries and thoughts

That keeps me wide awake

Running around

Try not to feel the same

As I feel like

Almost everyday

Turning side to side

In the hope to find rest

But I'm still wide awake

I'm still f*cking wide awake

...

Running around

Try to get away from pain

Which stucks in my head and

Put me in the wheel

Going back & forth

With worries and thoughts

That keeps me wide awake

Running around

Try not to feel the same

As I feel like

Almost everyday

Turning side to side

In the hope to find rest

But I'm still wide awake