Ground zero number one enemy

In a fight with the mirror and my destiny

All I did's give the world what's left of me

Just for them to be praying for the death of me

All the weights been ripping these calluses

Built walls that I turned into palaces

Put the times that I wined into chalices

That I'll drink 'til I sink in paralysis

Not trying to be perfect

Just trying to be worth it

When it all still hurts and nothing works

I keep on working

Not trying to be perfect

Don't wanna feel worthless

When it all still hurts and then nothing works

I keep on searching

Am I losing my mind?

My fate was calling my bluff

Enough to sit tough but not to give up

Am I wasting my time?

My traits, been testing my luck

Enough to get stuck but not to give up

Thought I was invincible

Thought these dreams were reachable

I guess I'm not, I guess they weren't

Now I'm wondering should I've believed them?

You thought I was good, but it shattered me

Just a little bruise, damage's underneath

But I hide these wounds, yeah, I'm healing

Best when I'm alone, better believe it

Not trying to be perfect

Just trying to be worth it

When it all still hurts and nothing works, I keep on working

Not trying to be perfect

Don't wanna feel worthless

When it all still hurts and nothing works, I'll keep on searching

Am I losing my mind?

My fate was calling my bluff

Enough to sit tough but not to give up

Am I wasting my time?

My traits, been testing my luck

Enough to get stuck but not to give up

Am I losing my mind?

My fate was calling my bluff

Enough to sit tough but not to give up

Am I wasting my time?

My traits, been testing my luck

Enough to get stuck but not to give up