If I Had It To Do All Over Again

It’s too late

To apologize

I’m so sorry

Didn’t mean to make you cry

I acted a fool

Far too blind to see

Selfish and careless

Bound by jealousy

Please forgive me

If you can find it in your heart

I might not deserve it

But in the time we’ve been apart

I gained some awareness

Long sought empathy

If I could do it all again

I’d love you endlessly

If I had it to do all over again

My grip was tight

As you slipped right through my hands

I couldn’t bear

To see this story end

I was so high

Feelings buried deep

Much too afraid

To let you witness me

I play the victim

Even when I was at fault

Throw out the truth

Lock up the vault

I make my admission

Take full responsibility

If I could do it all again

My words would match my deed

If I had it to do all over again

I gained some awareness

Long sought empathy

If I could do it all again

I’d love you endlessly

If I had it to do all over again