Lately I've been away from you and home

'Cause darling my mind's been broken, wrong and gone

I've lost myself in this hole

Feel like I'm losing the ones that I love

Too afraid to come home

'Cause my mind tells me that I'm not welcome

I'm so lost

Feeling broken and caught up in all of what was

I'm mortified

Of coming back to it all with fears of being met with smiles

I hope it's all in my mind

I've been trying to figure out what's been going on

But it seems to me I'm just really fucking lost

I removed myself from the sticks

I've got an ego that I really need to fix

It's deflated and it's calling me a little bitch

I've lost myself in this hole

Feel like I'm losing the ones that I love

Too afraid to come home

'Cause my mind tells me that I'm not welcome

I left you home with barely any words

Of broken promises and now I'm cursed

To relive these memories of hurt and I

I don't know how to face you

I'm so lost

Feeling broken and caught up in all of what was

I'm so lost

And mortified

Of coming back to it all with fears of being met with smiles

I hope it's all in my mind