Tryna forget those long nights

With the penthouse views where the sheets were flying

Sharing our deepest thoughts, and our biggest dreams

I guess that everything aint always what it seems

I left my heart in St. Tropez

Don't wanna feel how I felt that day

The fuck am I saying, the feelings the same

And you think that I'd be over you now

Nightly getting faded liquor drowning you out

Still needing ya touch its so overdue now

Just another season when you down and you out

Still im here living without you, Second guessing every word you said

Not sure that you ever did love me, How many years have I done been misled

I turned into somebody else, focused on paper, became unreasonable

I just hope when you decide to come around im even reachable

Cause damn if I do, damn if I don't you'll always walk away

Damn if I do, Damn if I don't results always stay the same

It's ok that's what I tell myself even though I'm lying

I may not get over you

But at least im trying

Trying to forget you, try to hate you

Already failed once this is take 2

Every day ain't sunny but I make do

And even on thin ice I'ma skate thru

Back to the days when I jumped up alive

Come around the homies and not fuck up the vibe

But damn I still miss what made us such a high

Now it's late nights where I shut up and drive

Back to my old ways, to the old me

Straight to your driveway's where the road leads

When you open the door and console me

That shit there make me forget about the whole thing

Trying to forget you, now I just hate me

Girl here we again this is take 3

And the days haven't changed it's the same thing

I feel I'm falling through the ice can you

Cause damn if I do, damn if I don't you'll always walk away

Damn if I do, Damn if I don't results always stay the same

It's ok that's what I tell myself even though I'm lying

I may not get over you

But at least im trying

Tryna forget those long nights

With the penthouse views where the sheets were flying

Sharing our deepest thoughts, and our biggest dreams

I guess that everything aint always what it seems