Wanna talk about my pain

Well, I'ma tell you about my pain (traumatize)

Traumatize (oh, you're amazing)

Traumatize

When you speaking on my dawg, put some respect on it

When you know your people going through some things, you better check on 'em

I done been through the same thing you been through, I can't judge you

Yeah, you say that's your fam, but they treat you like they don't love you

I done did a lot of shit up in my past, know I can't change shit

I don't cut so many people off in my life, look what that pain did (what that pain did)

You thought I forgot about the shit you did in the pass tense

I done lost my dog and that shit hurt, it got my crashing

I'm so traumatized

I got murder on my mind (murder on my mind)

My daddy died, I had to see my grandma cry (grandma cry)

I lost my cousin, that shit caught me by surprise

Oh, why

I'm so traumatized (traumatized)

I got murder on my mind (on my mind)

The judge hit my cousin Meek with 25 (25)

You ain't even got to say pain, but you can see it in his eyes (in his eyes)

Oh, why

I got so much pain build up inside of me

And I don't think this shit can change (change, yeah)

I pray to God that I just make it out the trenches

But I had to change my way

I been going through the rain and the fire (fire)

Try to get a job, but nobody would never hire (hire)

Take care of my fam, that's the only thing I desire

Pain music got me preaching to the choir (choir)

Yes sir (yes sir)

When my girl was pregnant, I used to stress her

We had a baby girl, God bless her (God bless her)

And I know when she get older, God gon' go test her

But I ain't even by the preach, this ain't no lecture (lecture)

Fake **** be tryna vouch for me (vouch for me, the fuck?)

But real **** understand me (they understand me for real)

They ask me why I'm traumatized

'Cause they done took my damn family

They took my damn granny

I'm so traumatized (traumatized)

I got murder on my mind (murder on my mind)

My daddy died, I had to see my grandma cry (grandma cry)

I lost my cousin, that shit caught me by surprise

Oh, why?

I'm so traumatized (traumatized)

I got murder on my mind (on my mind)

The judge hit my cousin Meek with 25 (25)

You ain't even got to say pain, but you can see it in his eyes (in his eyes)

Oh, why? (Oh, why?)

Oh, why? Oh, why? Oh, why?

Oh, why? Oh, why? Oh, why? Oh, why?

Ah-ah

I'm telling y'all if I can turn (I'm traumatized)

(Traumatized) yes

Every day that I was getting slopped hands (traumatized)

(Traumatized

Oh, why? Ha ha

Yeah, ay, you just got to remain humble, bro

Just live your life

Rest In peace, everybody I'd ever lost

They say that 2021 gon' be a better year

But shit, you gotta show me better, then you could tell me