When it all looks fucked, we just keep trying

We don't gotta talk about last night

And I been pretty good at breaking down

But I don't know how to act when it all goes right

I can't lie

I'm so sick I'm petrified

I feel stupid, it's so useless

I'm just sulking 'bout my life

But I think I'm onto something

No need for discussion

Wait until the drugs hit

I'm alive

And I don't know where to go from here

Do I disappear?

Do I fake it 'til I cry?

I'm gone

Miss me for a minute, then you'll all move on

Tell me why you look so sad. What did you want?

I'm sorry that I'm not what you expected

I wish I was worse at first impressions

Just lie

Tell me you don't love me anymore and that's fine

Tell me why I'm so down bad, baby you're mine

I'm sorry that I'm not what you expected

I wish I was worse at first impressions

Look into the mirror, I've been hating what I see

Look into the mirror, it's not me it's not me it's not me

Grinding my teeth

Feel like a monster so just let me bleed

Gotta get too high to function whenever I'm in public

Feel like I'm disgusting

Always too much

Or not enough of something I can't describe

Feel I'm always locked inside your eyes

(Oh-woah)

I've been falling in line

Ran out of places to hide

No matter how hard I try

I'm someone else to you

I'm gone

Miss me for a minute, then you'll all move on

Tell me why you look so sad. What did you want?

I'm sorry that I'm not what you expected

I wish I was worse at first impressions

Just lie

Tell me you don't love me anymore and that's fine

Tell me why I'm so down bad, baby you're mine

I'm sorry that I'm not what you expected

I wish I was worse at first impressions

I'm gone

Miss me for a minute, then you'll all move on

Tell me why you look so sad. What did you want?

I'm sorry that I'm not what you expected oh-woah-oh

Just lie-ie-ie-ie-ie-ie