Alex

Alex, you're sick

Alex, you're out of state

And one day I'll say to your face

"Do you know what you did

That night in the city with me?"

Alex, I hate

The look on your face

When you call your job precious

My body is precious to me

Tonight I will kill you in dreams

And my best friend

Let you sleep on my side

I was under a tide of

Whisky and wine in my underwear

And at that point

Nineteen felt older

Than I see it now

Ten years I still haven't let go of it

And your stupid face on the internet

Doesn't hold the weight of your name

Baby, it echoes around me

You should be honored but I don't want any more shame

Alex, I took

The train three quarters away

While gathering pieces of whether or not

I took my own clothes off last night

Alex, you're sick

But today I am sicker

Threw up on my teacher and laughed

'Cause there's nothing to lose anymore

I don't feel myself today

And my best friend

Can use her own judgment

'Cause I'm the loose cannon

That licks drugs off strangers' hands

And I wish that

I could remember if I had a say

While my body was moving, my mind was hiding away

And your stupid face on the internet

Doesn't hold the weight of your name

Baby, it echoes around me

You should be honored but I don't want any more shame

I am not here to assign anyone blame

I'll just freak out if I hear that name

I'll just freak out if I hear that...