waiting

Waitin' for a moment that never came

To tell you the things I wanted to say

But words always come to me afterwards

When nobody cares, but I still feel hurt

You said my eyes weren't beautiful

Oh, why would you say something just to be cruel?

Stepped out of your car into the watery snow

Just wanted to go, so I slammed the door

So I spend my time waitin'

With all of the things that I am

And it's all so frustrating

I'm left out again

I'm still in my room, and it's already noon

I haven't done nothing, still waiting for you

But I'm starting to think that if I would die no one would know

Oh, I'd disappear and the plants would still grow

Oh, it's been a few days, and no missed calls

Just me and my mind to talk through it all

But it only gets darker as the days go by

Oh, if I would see you, I'd say I'd be fine

So I spend my time waitin'

With all of the things that I am

And it's all so frustrating

I'm left out again

So I spend my time talking

To the walls or nothing at all

Thinking about past conversations

Would you remember me

Would you remember me

Would you remember me

If I wasn't around?