Kilayear

Waking up, the sun hits my eye, I'm

Scrambling to keep it together

There's always something missing

I could try, but what's the difference?

If you keep insisting this is

That this isn't forever (How can I keep)

How can I keep it together when I'm constantly

Springing forward to fall right back?

Springing forward to fall when

Every time that I blink, it's like I'm losing a year

Somewhere further down the line

I hope to God I could live without dying to hear

How it's gonna go

If it were only as easy as grabbing the remote

Believe me, I'd hit rewind before it came to an end

(It happens over and over and over again)

Every time that I blink, it's like I'm losing a year

Something's hiding down the line

And I hope to God I could live without killing a year

I know that it's coming for me

I get the sense that it's somewhere near

Like a bullet, piercing the breeze

Threading the trees, impossible to hear it

If I could hold the time

Tightly trap it inside

All that I can do to take control

But that's impossible

Waking up, the sun hits my eye, I'm

Scrambling to, scrambling to, scrambling, yeah

Every time that I blink, it's like I'm losing a year

Somewhere further down the line

I hope to God I could live without a reason

To fixate on the days that seem

Like they've been misplaced

As if I've been dreaming all this time

And I hope to God I could live without killing a year

Killing a year