And I miss the nights

Winding down these Midwest roads we'd drive

To a different city and another shitty dive

But that's home to me

And every time that I close my eyes

I see those lights and now they're gone

It's empty and vacant

The hole this created is way too deep I know

But I'll sift through the wreckage

Although I am damaged

I'm far from broken

These days I just feel like I'm a memory

I'm distant and blurred out so you can't see

Every single thing that's tearing me apart

On the inside I'm not fine

It feels like I'm fading away

I know that you can't see this sinking ship inside of me

But it's tearing me apart

It's tearing me apart

And oh I know that you're only trying to better things

But there's something deep inside of me

And it's breaking me down

These days I just feel like I'm a memory

I'm distant and blurred out so you can't see

Every single thing that's tearing me apart

On the inside I'm not fine

It feels like I'm fading away

I can't keep sitting through the darkness

Cause I'm paralyzed and I miss

When they would sing along

These days I just feel like I'm a memory

I'm distant and blurred out so you can't see

Every single thing that's tearing me apart

On the inside I'm not fine

It feels like I'm fading away

These days I just feel like I'm a memory

I'm distant and blurred out so you can't see

Every single thing that's tearing me apart

On the inside I'm not fine

It feels like I'm fading away