Ken, I fucking hate you

Why do I cry? Why am I sad? Why do I lie?

Why is my head fighting against me all over again?

Thought this was over but I'm back again

Back in this spot, I'm gonna rot, so why do I care about anything not

Making me feel like I know what I'm here for?

I'll never know what the fuck I am here for

I'll never get back the way that I was

Full of hope, full of love, but do I give a fuck about anything else other than myself? Anything else other than my Hell?

That I'm gone deal with all by myself, I only heal when I'm by myself

Making these songs, screaming what's wrong

I don't feel right if I'm not feeling wrong

I'm always right, I ain't ever been wrong

This is my life so is shit really wrong? If I don't think so? If I don't say?

I fucking can't go no other way, except for the way that I want

I don't care if I'm not getting to where everybody else got

Fuck all that sheep shit, bitch I'm a human

This ain't no deep shit, I'm only truthing

Fuck all that sheep shit, bitch I'm a human

This ain't no deep shit, I'm only truthing

Why do I cry? Why am I sad? Why do I lie?

Why is my head fighting against me all over again?

Thought this was over but I'm back again

Back in this spot, I'm gonna rot, so why do I care about anything not

Making me feel like I know what I'm here for?

I'll never know what the fuck I am here for

Don't wanna talk, leave me alone

Bitch I am Detmer, I'm not unknxwn

Scent on my sweatshirt, weeping alone

Can I forget her? I do not know, maybe I won't, maybe I will

All that I know is that I'm gonna feel like this for the rest of my life till I'm still

Is anything real? Is everything fake?

Are we all a piece of a stupid ass game?

I'm searching for peace but I keep finding pain

Don't know what I need, how am I gonna change?

I know if I leave, I won't come back the same

I know if I leave, I won't come back the same