ESOEMOEHOED

We haven't talked since last July Mom makes me feel bad for not calling you I can't for the life of me figure out why She's still on your side After everything that you put us through When you started smoking After 30 years sober And I started hoping it didn't mean anything But now you live ten hours away And I miss you every second of every day So if losing me isn't rock bottom What is it? Do you think you'll die before you hit it? Do you know that I miss you Every second, of every minute, of every hour, of every day? I thought we had something that no-one else did I knew we were family But I thought we were friends And then you became everything you warned me against Torched down my home town and every bridge to it When you started smoking After 30 years sober And I started hoping that it would be over soon But now you live ten hours away And I miss you every second of every day So if losing me isn't rock bottom, then what is it? Do you think you'll die before you hit it? Do you know that I miss you Every second, of every minute, of every hour, of every day? I know I'll never get the letter But I hope you say you're sorry 'Cause I miss you more than anybody's Ever missed anybody I know I didn't cause I can't control and I can't cure it I know it's hard I know it's lonely I know you're hurting But I'm mourning somebody that hasn't even died And I'm fighting an addiction that isn't even mine It's exhausting to be this angry all of the time All of the time So, if losing me isn't rock bottom, what is it? Do you think you'll die before you hit it? Did you know that I miss you Every second, of every minute, of every hour, of every day And you were supposed to protect me, but you didn't And I know I'm grown now But I'm still your kid And I miss you every second Of every minute, of every hour, of every day