I'ma needa wake up sometime real soon

My body's shaking, this ain't new

I'ma needa reflect to change up my ways

I can't go back down the path I came

I'm feeling the energy starting to change

And I'm seeing right through people who always blamed

Myself, for they own drama

I'm lending them my hand, but why even bother?

I constantly ponder in state of decay

I constantly wander till I'm far away

Rewriting the pages on book of my life

Used to see death when I looked in my eyes

Take me away with the current

I can never go back, and now that's on that

For once in my life, I'm feeling intact

Got my mind, my body, my soul, I'm back

We've come so far from ignorant youth

Feelin' like I'm sinking in the quicksand, on loop

Then hell I been through? I gotta recoup

Who am I? Just you, and this shit ain't new

So I'm burning my bridges with all of the people

Who I can tell never wanna see me 'round

Turnin' my pain into something just greater

Than anything that I thought was so profound

Fuck learning to swim, I was born to drown

Stuck in Atlantis, I call it my town

Not only all of my walls closing in

It seems the ceiling and floor are just wind

I'm floatin' away like it always just was

Stuck in my bedroom, I'm speakin' in tongues

Honestly did not think that I would change

Tempted to push down and turn it again