if i blame myself

Oh my god, I fell for it again

So hard I fractured both my knees

Trying to make amends

And you laughed at my bandages

Wouldn't pay for damages

Oh my god, I fell for it again

I'll ever let somebody treat me the way you did

Over my dead body will I do it again

Blame myself, transformed into your projection

Hate myself, the way you cringe at your reflection

Change myself, straighten out, stare at the ground

Like everybody else who gave you what you wanted

Yeah you'd love it

If I blame myself, if I blame myself

If I blame myself, if I blame myself

All your friends are younger, it's no coincidence

The upper hand is easy when it's no accident

And they'll believe your every word

You say it loud and say it first

But I'll never fall for it again

Blame myself, transformed into your projection

Hate myself, the way you cringe at your reflection

Change myself, straighten out, stare at the ground

Like everybody else who gave you what you wanted

Yeah you'd love it

If I blame myself, if I blame myself

If I blame myself, if I blame myself

How does my identity threaten your masculinity?

So if I was your best friend, how would you treat an enemy?

Blame myself, transformed into your projection

Hate myself, the way you cringe at your reflection

Change myself, straighten out, stare at the ground

Like everybody else who gave you what you wanted

Yeah you'd love it

If I blame myself, if I blame myself