I'm so tired of hiding, running

Tired of all the lying

It's like we never stop fighting

Until someone is dying

It's too hard to keep on smiling

When this hate keeps on rising

Even hard to keep surviving

When this war is all they're buying

It's so blinding, vilifying

But I know I can't stop trying

Terrifying, terrorizing

I can't stop, they're right behind me

Will I survive all the nights on my own?

Or will I be left just to dry like a bone?

I'm on thin ice, and there's nowhere to go

Take my hand now and just lead me back home

I'm so far away from who I used to be

I want to be free, will I ever see?

Sometimes it feels like this world is gonna take me under

Sometimes it feels like there's nothing left but rain and thunder

I wonder if I'll ever wake up from this

I've been counting all the days, waiting to recover

Sometimes it feels like this world is gonna pull me under

Sometimes it feels like my life is just another number

I wonder if I'll ever wake up from this dream

I've been counting all the days, waiting to scream

We keep going around in circles

We've learned to be so hurtful

In the end, was it all worth it

When you thought it would all be perfect?

All I hear is a voice cursing

While the real ones are smirking

I thought that peace would be returning

But the tables keep on turning

In my mind, I keep realizing

That this is what we've decided

I keep trying to defy it

But all hope is lost, we're dying

Will I be lost somewhere far, the unknown?

There might be a place in our hearts we can go

It's been a while since we learned to come home

Nothing can stop us now that we know

I'm so far away from who I used to be

I want to be free, will I ever see?

Sometimes it feels like this world is gonna take me under

Sometimes it feels like there's nothing left but rain and thunder

I wonder if I'll ever wake up from this

I've been counting all the days, waiting to recover

Sometimes it feels like this world is gonna pull me under

Sometimes it feels like my life is just another number

I wonder if I'll ever wake up from this dream

I've been counting all the days, waiting to scream

Just to breathe

From above, it's still hard to see

What's real in me

There's nowhere safe that I can be

So, help me 'cause I'm venting

All this pain enduring

This ending, my remedy

Is pretending like enemies

Sometimes it feels like this world is gonna take me under

Sometimes it feels like there's nothing left but rain and thunder

I wonder if I'll ever wake up from this

I've been counting all the days, waiting to recover

Sometimes it feels like this world is gonna pull me under

Sometimes it feels like my life is just another number

I wonder if I'll ever wake up from this dream

I've been counting all the days, waiting to scream

I'm so far away from who I used to be

I want to be free, will I ever see?

I've been counting all the days, waiting to scream