I think I might have messed up
Last night I talked about my past
Somehow you make me say stuff that I never have
I'm in new territory
Somehow, it kinda feels like home
I stayed until the morning, usually I go
Tell me, what did you do?
I was kinda getting used to
Feeling down bad, uptight
Sticking to my hardline
Tell me that I'm alright
Lighten up and live a little
Ice-cold blood type
Talking, but I'm tongue-tied
Looking to my left, right
Now you've got me in the middle
I'm in and out of my mind
Had every part of me try
Telling you, "No way"
I'm thinking maybe my veins need a little novocaine
I'm feeling for the first time
I'm feeling for the first time
Got good at being apathetic
Thinking with a one-track mind
I've said the word, but never meant it, now I'm thinking twice
When you touch my body, it's an out-of-body experience
Don't know how you managed
I thought all my damage was permanent
Feeling down bad, uptight
Sticking to my hardline
Tell me that I'm alright
Lighten up and live a little
Ice-cold blood type
Talking, but I'm tongue-tied
Looking to my left, right
Now you've got me in the middle
I'm in and out of my mind
Had every part of me try
Telling you, "No way"
I'm thinking maybe my veins need a little novocaine
I'm feeling for the first time
I'm feeling for the first time
(Tell me, what did you do?)
(I was kinda getting used to)
Feeling down bad, uptight
Sticking to my hardline
Tell me that I'm alright
Lighten up and live a little
Ice-cold blood type
Talking, but I'm tongue-tied
Looking to my left, right
Now you've got me in the middle
I'm in and out of my mind
Had every part of me try
Telling you, "No way"
I'm thinking maybe my veins need a little novocaine
I'm feeling for the first time
