Aphelion

Aphelion, so far from the sun

Oblivion, what's going on

I quietly sit under the lime tree

Phi, you are so distant from me

Phi, your eyes are not the ocean

I desperately needed to dive in

Just empty sky, no clouds and no motion

Sun so high, it's burning my skin

And I wish I could hate you with the same

Feverish passion that's the music you play

But instead, I just wait here for the

Contents of my heart to go off

So I can quietly throw them away

Phi, your heart is not as cold as your hands

It's just that there is no warmth left for me

I'm orbiting inside my construct around you

Realising I've built it on quicksand

And I wish I could tell you just how much

Your gravity pulls me like the music you play

But instead, I just sent you all the

Contents of my heart and watch you

Quietly throw them away

As you sweetly twist your knife

Into the core of my unguarded heart

Then simply disappear

Into the dead of night

At aphelion, you're moving on

Faster than the sun

At aphelion, you're moving on

Leave me behind

In the storm

And I wish I could hold you just one more time

Like you hold me with the music you play

But I guess we can't lose what we've never had

Still, I'm secretly falling apart

Aphelion, so far from the sun

Oblivion, what's going on