What am I to do

Having no direction

Not a clue where to go

I am so tired

Feeling like my heart and soul expired

I try and try to find what it looks like

Living my life how I wanted to

But there's only rain yeah there is no shine or better play

When I spend my days just feeling blue

Not knowing what to do

Waiting for the breakthrough

Having no affliction

My conviction is set in stone

I'm cutting it close down to the wire

Feeling like my mind's been caught in a crossfire

I try and try to find what it looks like

Living my life how I intended to

But there's only rain yeah there is no shine or better play

When I spend my days just feeling blue

Yeah there is no shine or better days, when I'm caught in a chase

On loop in a dream, it's as hellish as it seems

What am I to do

Having no direction

Not a clue where to go