Lying in a bed with my mother

Feeling like I did as a kid

Sometimes I wish I could do it all over

I'd forgive and then forget and then forgive

And my bones are aching from all my grieving

I can't breathe with all this tar inside my lungs

Crying on my bathroom floor, I'm heaving

From the liquor that's supposed to keep me warm

I always hated September

I can't cope with another season's end

I was mad when I deleted your voicemail

What I'd give just to hear you speak

Again

Mmm

Mmm