I find myself in places that I've never been before

Tried to beat the weakness, but I'm not even close

The sands of time are falling, and it's hard to get this far

Left behind in chaos, I keep going the best I can

Cold

Weight of the world seems so strong

My eyes staring soulless as I feel myself unsafe

The menace of the watcher, a persistent race to hell

To be told the unforsaken sins to the mirror in the wall

But the pain implicit is constant, it feels like heavy chains

Cold

My heart that weighs like a stone

I can sometimes fall away from me

And I can other times hide and disappear from me

I've lost the immortal part of me in a vain attempt to heal

The tears that carve my face in scars tell what I was meant to be

Meant to be someone I am not, someone I have always been

Duality of existence as unique and useless creed

Cold

Weight of the world seems so strong, so strong

I can sometimes fall away from me

And I can other times hide and disappear

'Cause I can sometimes turn away from me

And I can love and hate myself and run away from me

Bleeding dreams of self-affliction

Living in an endless hole, where I fall away from me

In the darkest hour, I can see the light

When the world around me fades from sight

Sanity, ignore the screams of agony from the other side

Reality, artificial that it feels so wrong and makes me drown in tears

I can sometimes fall away from me

And I can other times hide and disappear

'Cause I can sometimes turn away from me

And I can love and hate myself and run away from me

Far away