Darkness Surrounds Me (feat. Acediac & Tapestrees)

These are all the things that stop and remind me

I hope that you'll find me

I don't want to leave anything unspoken

Wonderin' where the hope went

I won't forget the times when the future seemed bright

When I thought it'd be alright

We could restart now, I know that we could do this

Know we could move through this

A nightmare transition, a future of black

Where I cannot come back

I thought I could make it, so close that I could taste it

Now I cannot face it

Just wanted a chance, to overwrite the past

And create something that lasts

Cause I don't wanna be the darkness around me

The dark that surrounds me

Saw my dreams burn in the middle of the night

Trapped without a light

I couldn't breathe and I couldn't stop sinking

I lost my grip on everything

Couldn't believe that I didn't try harder

Can't get myself together

Harder to accept that it is all over

When I thought it'd last forever

It's been some time that I haven't heard from you now

I'm not sure I ever will

I'd just like to know if you're doing alright

And if you're still alive

I know what I said cannot be forgiven

And I know I'm not the best friend

I miss you Jaci, I think of you everyday,

I wish that you'd've stayed