If we drive far enough will our lives not fall apart?

Are we fast enough to outrun who we are?

Cause i can't hear my own thoughts over the stereo

And i can't see the world beyond the road

Two months to go

And you wish you were home

But i can't follow

It's a long road

You'll figure out your own

Difference is a hard pill to swallow

So i let you go

It's sad but i don't know

This is my one hope

It's a rough path

I can't do it alone

And time is a hard thing to borrow

I'm immersed within a fog again

I don't know what i want

But it's not for you to be another

Thing i'm running away from

What's the point of doing this

If i lose my best friend to it

I can't fix this

But i can't accept it either

I just can't stand the thought

Of being reduced to

Coughing up a fabricated sweetness

Smiling with a red dot on my chest

Laughing with your hands around my neck

Making peace with knowing i'll spend all my days

Waiting until my senses fade away