I hug myself again and cry

Wondering how I got here onto your side

Haven't thought of you in a long time but

It's fine, it's fine, I'm fine

It's getting hard to be alright

Not used to being alone all night

Haven't heard from you in a long time but

I know you'd say I'm fine

I've been looking for you but you're hard to find

Just wishing I could understand why I keep reminiscing

On what could've been a reason to try, to try, to try

Sometimes I think of you as mine

It takes a moment to remember I

couldn't be the way you needed me to be

You always wondered why

I've been looking for you but you're hard to find

Just wishing I could understand why I keep reminiscing

On what could've been a reason to try, to try, to try

You got away, you got away

I've been looking for you but you're hard to find

Just wishing I could understand why I keep reminiscing

On what could've been a reason to try, to try, to try

Just wishing I could understand why I keep reminiscing

On what could've been a reason to try, to try, to try