I'm goin' cold inside

Like I'm runnin' out of all my faith

But we can let it go 'cause I

Need to make it out this fuckin' game

I'm goin' cold inside

Like I'm runnin' out of fuckin' time

But fuck it, I'ma make this right

Take it 'til my name in lights

If I get famous, I don't really need your company

But how much shit you think you'll take before you run from me?

You gave hope that maybe one day we could run this town

That hope is gone when everybody wants to run it now

We got this dream we think can happen if we just believe

Like this some fuckin' Disney Channel happy fantasy

That's all it is and maybe all this dream will ever be

But I still try 'cause I ain't wanna see the end of me

I'm goin' cold inside

Like I'm runnin' out of all my faith

But we can let it go 'cause I

Need to make it out this fuckin' game

I'm goin' cold inside

Like I'm runnin' out of fuckin' time

But fuck it, I'ma make this right

I'ma take it 'til my name in lights

You see these humans in their eighties at the gates of Hades

Waiting for judgment for their time on earth so they get summoned

You think you did some shit meaningful? Did you waste your purpose?

I'd say that most of 'em gave it their all and did their service

But then there's those who ain't even got any chance at all!

But I was born with my promise to trace it back to y'all

And show you what I'm talkin' 'bout, maybe I shouldn't talk aloud!

Who knows what I'd do if I started thinkin' with all my thoughts?

I'm goin' cold inside

Like I'm runnin' out of all my faith

But we can let it go 'cause I

Need to make it out this fuckin' game

I'm goin' cold inside

Like I'm runnin' out of fuckin' time

But fuck it, I'ma make this right

I'ma take it 'til my name in lights

Talkin' to my diary, music is what inspires me

Hatred becomes the fuel for the fire that burns inside of me

I chose to write to my person 'cause we are so alike

It's just a matter of many sentences I rewrite

I trust myself more than anybody or mind on earth

But also I remain cautious so I don't go berserk

So here we go, it's a poem to let you in on my regrets

My passion, struggles, my worries, my fuckin' inner life, let's go

I'm goin' cold inside

Like I'm runnin' out of all my faith

But we can let it go 'cause I

Need to make it out this fuckin' game

I'm goin' cold inside

Like I'm runnin' out of fuckin' time

But fuck it, I'ma make this right

Take it 'til my name in lights

For a long time I thought I knew

How this would go and who I would be (If I had a clue)

For a long time, I thought of who (When I think of you)

I would become when we would then meet

Dear me