Lyin to Myself

A pretty house and a baby too

And a ring that you deserve I thought I'd marry you

In the end we'd lay together when they buried us

Every thing that you've been seein' in em' fairy tales

But is it real

I feel like I've been honest

But I've been lettin' myself down

Cuz the only truth I see now

Is I've been lyin' to myself

A pretty girl with an angel face here we go

I see it now and the anger came in a moment

Yeah I thought it would fade away but it don't

Another night that I stayed awake till the mornin'

Cut em up doin cursive lines

And I don't stop till it burn inside

I see it now through these hurtin' eyes

Who would have thought that love was the perfect lie yeah

I feel like I've been honest

But I've been lettin' myself down

Cuz the only truth I see now

Is I've been lyin' to myself

Now I hate how it feels

And what's fake is what's real

Have to hurt just to heal

But but yeah I see it now

Its so dark in the light

And what's left is what's right

Feelin' low when I'm when high

But yeah I feel it now

I feel like I've been honest

But I've been lettin' myself down

Cuz the only truth I see now

Is I've been lyin' to myself