Healing

I cried in the car, I cried the whole Way home Held myself together, just to fall to pieces On your driveway Thought you would choose me, but you didn't That's when I learnt love's ruthless My heart, my soul was always yours For the taking Stood back, breathless with the choices You were making Knew it'd be over by August But I was praying against it So now I just break hearts and I don't really care How you're feeling Now I don't give a fuck, I just take what I want Is this what they call healing? Healing I said, "It's fine" I'm a liar (And you) move on, I can't It's not that easy (is that healing?) Tell me to get out (get out) I want to hear it from your mouth So now I just break hearts and now I just don't care How you're feeling Now I don't give a fuck, I just take what I want Is this what they call healing? Healing Slowly, I'm learning Healing is lonely Slowly I'm learning Real love shows mercy And I can't talk to you 'cause you're not the person, I once knew I want to tell you that I hate you, but I never could If you're gonna leave me, then leave me for good Is that understood? Is that understood? Oh And I don't mean to be a fool about this, but I keep coming back 'Cause when you look at me like that, is this what they call healing? So now I just break hearts and now I just don't care How you're feeling (healing) Now I don't give a fuck, I just take what I want Is this what they call healing? So now I just break hearts, and now I just don't care How you're feeling (healing) Now I don't give a fuck, I just take what I want Is this what they call healing? Is this what they call healing?