I Hope You Hate Me.

I'm not afraid of dying alone

Looking back on shit that hurt me the most

You know I tried for you, but you lied like you do

I think about you every once in a while

Wondered if you found your place in the wild

I feel a hate in me and it's hard to breathe, oh

Fuck it, I wanna be underground

'Cause at least there I'll be safe and sound

And all my walls keep crumbling down

So just let it go and leave me alone

There's a game that we like to play

Who's side will everyone take?

That shit's so petty and it weighs heavy on me

The longer I hold onto everything that you said

The shorter and shorter the moments get until I'm dead

Oh, I know I feel this hate in me

Fuck it, I wanna be underground

'Cause at least there I'll be safe and sound

And all my walls keep crumbling down

So just let it go and leave me alone

I still wait

I still wait

For you to call me over

So we can say

So we can say

All the things that we held from each other

'Cause lately I don't think I'm being honest

And if I was, I don't think we'd still talk

(Oh, oh-oh-oh, oh, oh)

And I know you'll hate me for it

And I know you'll hate me for it

And I hope you hate me for it

Yeah, I hope you hate me

(Fuck!)

Oh, fuck it, I wanna be underground

'Cause at least there I'll be safe and sound

And all my walls keep crumbling down

So just let it go