If only I could slow things down and breathe in
But it's hard to even know what I am needing
Still, I wake up feeling like I need a reason
Won't go on like this I can't jump off the deep end
Cause I'm losing myself again
I'm not even I'm swimming almost sinking
And maybe I don't need to know the reason
Just why my head it goes and changes with the seasons
But still I wake up feeling like I need a reason
Won't go on like this
I can't jump off the deep end
Cause I'm losing myself again
I'm not even I'm swimming almost sinking
Forgot that you were talking cause I only heard the breathing
But I slowly learned to make it stop
Was looking for an exit but the feeling slowly crept in
Got used to it
But at least I was holding on
I'm not even I'm swimming almost sinking
