On the Verge

I've tried

Oh, I've tried

I've tried to come to terms with my mind

Another night, feeling down, tryna get by

I can't believe what my life has become, and I

Can't sleep, barely breathe, need to get out

To clear my mind under the streetlights

It's all too much

Guess I'll try to walk it off

They say tomorrow's a new day (New day)

Well, I cannot fucking wait

Yeah, I cannot fucking wait

Always on the verge of giving up

Already given all I've got

It was not enough

I've clearly lost, 'cause after all I've done, I'm just

Sleeping in to cope with the pain

Or lying awake and hating

Everything I ever felt that

Could have had a possible impact

I've tried

I've tried to come to terms with my mind

And I cannot put up a fight

I am outnumbered by demons, they're laughing and screaming

And waiting to watch me go down, so

Fuck all of this shit, I am so over it, just let me be

Trust me, you don't wanna be on my team

'Cause I always lose everything that I hold dear, yeah

Always on the verge of giving up

Already given all I've got

It was not enough

I've clearly lost, 'cause after all I've done, I'm just

Sleeping in to cope with the pain

Or lying awake and hating

Everything I ever felt that

Could have had a possible impact