Sad On Sad

Walking down the streets of Mexico I got a lotta thoughts left to let go Does loneliness grow faster When you cross this many borders? I've got my favorite people next to me They think I'm overreacting probably But I can't get back into my body Took a shot of tequila, it didn't work Took a dive in the ocean, felt good Wrote down what I'm thankful for It made me feel like an ungrateful little bitch Dark darker turmoil in my head In paradise but rather I'd be in bed Can't get outta this movie That's happening without me I don't know how All of y'all do it If I'm being honest The world just spins round While we're in ruins Until it's the end And I don't know how to deal with this I'm trying to do all the right things But I keep feeling sad on sad And I don't even have it that bad Went to bed at ten again last night I said no twice to a glass of wine Sitting still in the morning For at least 15 whole minutes God I hate feeling sorry for myself That's why I work so hard On my mental health But sometimes I guess it all just Hits right where it's hurting Took a shot of tequila, it didn't work Took a dive in the ocean, felt good Can't get outta this movie That's happening without me I don't know how All of y'all do it If I'm being honest The world just spins round While we're in ruins Until it's the end And I don't know how to deal with this I'm trying to do all the right things But I keep feeling sad on sad And I don't even have it that bad I have a great job - could be worse I have a pretty nice face - could be worse I had a bad break up - I wasn't the first But the future scares the hell out of me And the power hungry who are at the lead And the list goes on and on and on and on And I don't know how to deal with this I'm trying to do all the right things But I keep feeling sad on sad