What is it within you that makes it hard for me to move?

Cause I'm staring at your back, in a crowd of laughs

You find a way to steal the room

Never get attached

Never mix my grays with your baby blue

Cause everything I am

The longing in my chest

It quiets when I tell it to

You're never gonna see my heart

But I would die to see yours

Between the coveted blinds

And rusting old white cupboards

I know that it's complex, baby

I can't really see you with me

I would love to hold and recognize

The cracked and faulted love behind your eyes

I know that it's complex and hurting

I won't even bother, cause you're free

I'll just let the descent of the lights

Anchor me as I'm saying goodnight

Every time we pass, driving up the walls of my own head

I see us in films, silhouettes in windows

Magic I'm scared to forget

It's a slow motion, fleeting, euphoric rush

Stars right down my spine

Everything is fine for a minute, not more

You're never gonna see my heart

But I would die to see yours

Between the coveted blinds

And rusting old white cupboards

I know that it's complex, baby

I can't really see you with me

I would love to hold and recognize

The cracked and faulted love behind your eyes

I know that it's complex and hurting

I won't even bother, cause you're free

I'll just let the descent of the lights

Anchor me as I'm saying goodnight

Why is it so complex, baby?

Could you just imagine with me?