Give up to Ghosts

Wish I could sleep but there's a gaslight Inside my brain, it's burning so bright The memories inside of my mind Make every rewind feel like a hate crime I can't explain why I'm not alright I'm getting static on the phone line Been sorting out the mess for some time But there is no sign of any sunrise But when it does appear I'll still be here So you can blame me, shame me Gaslight me and frame me But I am stronger than you know I'm just like thunder from lightning More than what's behind me And I will never give up to ghosts, no The more I run, they're getting heavy The more I hide, the more they're deadly I pay the price, they're living rent free Won't let it end me, done being friendly I'm sick of killing my emotions with this medication I'm sick of doubting myself, I need some validation It's time that I unlearn all the indoctrination This is my revelation It's time for confrontation So you can blame me, shame me Gaslight me and frame me But I am stronger than you know I'm just like thunder from lightning More than what's behind me And I will never give up to ghosts, no Even if I tremble Even if I cry It's time I face my demons And look them in the eye Even if I panic Break down and fall apart I refuse to be a slave to all the scars They're only scary when they're kept inside the dark You can blame me, shame me Gaslight me and frame me Do your worst, I won't let go I'm just like thunder from lightning More than what's behind me And I will never give up to ghosts, no And I will never give up to ghosts, no