I hold life in my hands

When I'm with you

So you have to understand why it's been so hard

But it's not fair to keep it in

It's not fair to assume you can't handle it

I've been eating leaves

And swallowing seeds

Anything to feel more grounded

To the world around me

Hell, to the world that's in me

Hell, to me

To me

Hate to ruin the moment

It always feels like forever

Getting used to the feeling

Is easier than getting better

So I've been dragging it out and giving it power

Grieving all my wasted seconds within every hour

And I love you and that's so beautiful

But I need to save a bit for me

I need to relearn me

I wanna be okay

And that be something you believe

And that be something I believe

So this is a funeral for what I keep inside

I watch this ugly feeling as it succumbs to kneeling

Bows its head and thanks me as it dies

And I think you should try it too

Oh I think we should try

And I think you should try it too

Oh I think we should try