Dead Meat

Hurt Kill I've been trying to find my friends But I forgot they're all in my head (Forgot they're all in your head) I've been trying to kill myself But I forgot I'm already dead (Forgot you're already dead) And I would die a thousand deaths Before I'd live again I could have eternal life But I choose death instead I choose death Or did death choose me? I choose death Or did death choose me? I've been looking around And all I see is sanity Where did I go wrong? What is this secret that you keep? Why am I so weak? What is this sickness in my speech? I've been trying to look myself in the mirror and say That I'm okay with who I am And where I've been And what I've done But I'm such a bad liar I've been trying to look myself in the mirror and say That it's okay, that I'm still straight, that I'm just fine But I don't trust this tongue of mine Do it Kill Face down on the concrete I always said I'd never shed a tear for dead meat