Stay Alive

Got a hole in my heart that I tried to fill

With the money, and the girls, and the molly pill

I called my mom up yesterday

Nothing's really wrong, but I'm not okay

And it rushes in

The memories, the sad thoughts, and everything

I look around and suddenly

I almost fade away

Singing cross my heart, I don't hope to die

2018, almost lost my mind

Tell my mother that I'll be fine

Doing my best to stay alive

Alive, alive, alive

Yeah, yeah

I put a smile on, but I'm not okay

People start to worry when I sleep for days

I'm dressed to kill, but I'm dying inside

When I was a little boy, I dreamed of this life

Now I'm all grown up, got kids of my own

Try to show them love that I did not know

My father was an addict and so am I

Doing everything just to stay alive

It rushes in

The medicine, the chemicals, and imbalances

I look around and suddenly I threw them all away

Singing cross my heart, I don't hope to die

2018, almost lost my life

Tell my brother that I'll be fine

Doing my best to stay alive

Alive, alive

Stay alive

Doing my best to stay alive

Alive, alive

Stay alive

Doing my best to stay alive

Cross my heart

Tell my mother

Almost lost my life

Doing my best to stay alive