Counting Numbers

We are proud to get away some time to think alone Mixed feelings about the whole thing should you come back I don't know Today it was so hard being alone I can hardly sing gotta hold on: I'm trying i owe it every day that i wake and stay (Dues i'll pay i'll recognize from our days) I'm gonna make it you got a lot of things to say That i'm a selfish human being but i drove alone today Felt the wind and remembered everything I laughed today and i'll laugh again tomorrow I count mistakes but i still gotta find the blessings Got thinking i'm not happy not thinking right I can't wash this away but gotta get it out of my mind Another lonely night all alone drunk in my bed Think until i close my eyes then wake up and find a new day