I'm thoroughly scared that I've peaked at 15

Cuz my life's going perfect and I know that can't be

Nothing lasts forever and I'm afraid of the day when it all comes down

And crashes around me

I feel selfish cuz this what I care about

And I can't handle the guilt of knowing

People out there suffer and there's nothing I can do

Except exist and feel like a fat assed pig

"I don't care I'm glad I'm happy"

I feel guilty

And I'm selfish