Yeah

I go through phases, I don't like changes

I love new places, I hate waiting

I don't like complex, I'm way more basic

I work so hard, and I don't feel rated

This feels wasted, when I got problems

I just ignore them, so hard to face it

And I got trust issues, had relationship love issues

I'm too jealous and I get attached, I showed love

And more times I don't get it back, and I'm so numb

'Cause I put my trust in the wrong ones

(Wrong ones)

But I got a heart of gold that'll take me far

In the long run

(Yeah)

And I got flaws and bruises

Hennesy and a bag of excuses

Yeah I feel so sad and the truth is

I stay distracted, no time for relaxing

It's like friends are changing (changing)

Uh, everyones driftin', everyones growin'

And I cant blame them, 'cause that's just life

And sometimes I think life don't make sense

You gotta see the best in me, tell me what's your intentions

I'll pay attention to all the small details that you mention

And, yeah, everythings working the way that it has to

Even if things don't go how I want them to, I'm still thankful

I'm still thankful, yeah

It's what you've been through life

It's a cruel life, yeah, but it's how you view life

Don't let the true light fade

It's what you've been through life

It's a cruel life, yeah, but it's how you view life

And that's the true life, yeah

Uh

Everybody's got reasons

But why you only call when you need things

Like "Dreads, what's good? I need this."

Nobody wanna ask how I'm feelin'

So yeah I'm just sayin' how I'm feelin'

Mm, shit don't make sense

Like how you got so much peas

And a traphouse bro, but your mum can't pay rent

Why you don't show love to your own friends?

But then it's all love when they're buzzin

Why you wait until somebody dies and it's far too late

Then say that you love them?

I don't care if you're mad, don't get too attached

I know that it hurts, I'm speakin' the truth

I feel like theres, so much eyes on the 'gram

That every single man has something to prove

But I guess that's life though, it's cutoff season

Painting picture with my words I mean it

I swear my hearts been through so much

I'm so surprised that it's really beatin'

I really mean it, I really dreamin'

I've been up, yeah, I've been down

Everyones jusdgemental these days

But I don't really care what they think, naw

Got the heart of a lion, I feel like a champ'

I know I'm a king but I need my crown

Six months back, I was at the doctors weekly

Pickin' up meds 'cause I felt so down

I feel so proud, look at my smile

It's workin' the way that it has to

Even if things don't go how I want them to

I'm still thankful, I'm still thankful

It's what you've been through life

It's a cruel life, yeah, but it's how you view life

Don't let the true light fade

It's what you've been through life

It's a cruel life, yeah, but it's how you view life

And that's the true life, yeah, uh