What is this feeling I’m feeling

That’s filling my mind with the shit that I think about?

I’m tired of dealing with feelings

That’s practically stealing the shit that I dream about

I try not to spaz when I’m feeling down

I fucking hate shit that I’m feeling now

Maybe I’ll never get used to me

I’m not the same person I used to be

The way that I am when I’m never focused

The way that I am when I’m feeling hopeless

I’m losing myself if you didn’t notice

It's hard to go up when you at yo lowest

It's hard to go up when you at yo lowest

It's hard to go up when you at yo lowest

Fuck how I feel, let me go chill

Out for I make the decision to kill

Myself and break this shit down when I go

Holding shit in and I’m finna explode

Goin' through shit and I bet you ain’t know

Half of the time I’m just holding my own

Comin' to me with yo' problems you know

That I’m fighting alone Like I ain’t got my own

Fuck how I feel, let me go chill

Out for I make the decision to kill

Myself and break this shit down when I go

Holding shit in and I’m finna explode

Goin' through shit and I bet you ain’t know

Half of the time I’m just holding my own

Comin' to me with yo' problems you know

That I’m fighting alone Like I ain’t got my own

Problems